I want to be able to make it on my own someday.
I must admit that my future seems forever ahead of me with life going by so quickly. Living a life, and inhabiting a body, that needs a great level of support, puts me in the position of always relying someone for something. I wish this was not the case, and yearn for my independence.
What I do sometimes is imagine a life free of all of my limitations in the future. I want to realize this future, but I depend on the people in my life to do their part to help me get there. Rallying these special people is not impossible, in my experience, when they have the time and energy to commit to it. But being able to get someone, who can wear the badge of great commitment for the long haul, is not easy.
I like to believe that I will get it together enough in my life to get what I want out of my future, but this will depend a lot on the support I have access to as life moves on.